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Jeremy vs. the Volcano

I decided that this year was going to be about authenticity, so lets talk about one of my favorite TV shows.

Chuck.

I absolutely love this show; it’s one of my favorite on TV. But there’s one problem with this show. I get way too involved with the characters. I feel like I can relate completely with Chuck and some days it feels like I’m watching myself on TV.

I’m not entirely sure why this is, but I feel like I could be him. (Other than the hair. He’s got better hair than me.) Maybe it’s just when I’m having a bad day, but when Chuck talks about feeling like a failure, and like he hasn’t accomplished anything in his life, it’s like I’m sitting right there nodding my head. It also really pains me to see his relationship with Sarah for some reason, and I feel really sad that they can’t figure out a relationship since they both really love each other.

Yeah, I know it’s a TV show. Really, I do. But I get frustrated when I feel like I can’t accomplish anything. And there are days I feel like that. I start lots of things, and want to accomplish even more things, but when it comes right down to it, I don’t follow through and end up in the same place I started before. I made a resolution to lose weight and get in better shape, and it’s only the second week of January and I already feel like I’ve blown that with my missed trips to the gym. It’s just one example.

I’m not entirely sure how to overcome this, but I thought I would share my frustrations, and one of my favorite TV shows in the process. How about you? What are you struggling with? How do you overcome things that you’re struggling with? Or what’s you favorite TV show?

Scattered

For the last few days, I’ve been trying to come up with something to write about, and my mind has felt like a blank canvas. Actually it’s felt more like a canvas covered in about 30 different kinds of paint and ripped up in little pieces. I realized today that I feel very “scattered” with everything in my life, and I don’t know why.

I’m not sure where this scattered feeling is coming from. There’s nothing particularly stressful in my life right now, and things have actually been going pretty well in most areas. It just seems like I took everything in my life and just threw it all up in the air and I’m waiting for it to come down. I’ve been struggling with finding quality time to pray to God and study my bible, even though I was very excited to get a new Greek-Hebrew Key Word Study Bible. I’ve felt flustered at work, and even somewhat flighty when I’m at church volunteering.

I don’t know exactly where this is coming from, and I’ve been feeling like I’m just floating around without a lot of purpose right now, but I have to trust God, and during this time I’ve been reminded of Jeremiah 29:11, which says:

I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.

So I guess I’m trusting in God that I’ll come out of this scattered fog and He’ll show me what He has planned for me.

So how are you feeling so far in this new year? Do you feel like things are going well in your life right now? How can we pray for you?

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